today was a good day : )

i found some amazing stories about people with dyslexica. i am very amazed. and very glad that i was daignosed. even if it was late on in my life. thank you so much. and keep trying

have you ever had a good day?

have you ever had one of those days that just works out? one of those days that everything just worked?
well the other day wasn't that day : (

So yeah i couldn't say anything the way i wanted, and well my typeing was really off. and all that jazz. someone please tell me if this has happend to you. because my mom tells me because i am excited for something. but there was nothing to be excited about. and i wasn't typing really fast.
i just cried. that is how i fixed it. i know very lame and girly but what else can you do? nothing you say is coming out right, meaning that i would mix sounds and letters up to make different words.

people can be so cool

people can be so cool and so understanding!

i signed up for this e-pal website thing. and i told my new friend flat out that i am not the greatest speller. and that i was dyslexic. her response was that is fine. i am not the greatest speller either. i guess we will be fine. i was so excited!

i am glad people around the world are understanding. people here.. not so much.

they lost my reading class.

they lost my reading class.
this is a class to help me understand the reading material for history and science. this class was going to be a one on one thing, one me. and one teacher. this was going to be 3rd period every other day. well they lost it. i don't have that class any more. and really wanted to take this class so i can do more for it, i'll be able to really solidly know what is going on in that class. and without this class i am thinking this year is going to suck.
speaking of school, it sucks too. i am sure this is the one thing my whole grade can agree on. isn't that great? yeah not even alittle.

today:

i am going to take today by the start and not let it take charge of me. i hope. =/
i love going shopping i really do. and i am going with my aunt today. but when ever i go to pay for things i get flustered. and then i drop my wallet and then screw up the number and insted of like "62.50" i give them "26.05" which they don't like and i feel like a three year old again. infact paying for everything bothers me. and at the movies. some woman was like you gave me a 20 dollar bill i only needed ten how much was that. and of corse colin was right behind me. (my boyfriend for those who don't know) and i blanked. she should know. i just looked at her thinking "why in the world she was asking me?" she obiously got that i wasn't going to tell her. and then just went on giving me my change. well yeah i hate people that do that. so i am going to go and have a good day and not worry about anything.. i think. X0

school comes around again.

yay? yeah i know everyone hates the start of school. but really is a pain! for anyone. well i really don't mind much except the fact that i have to learn a new locker combo this year. that is the only real thing that buggs me. and the fact that at my whole experence at hampshire i have never not once had a good day. not once. so this year i am not expecting much other than a crappy bad day that will end with tears. and most of it because of that stupid locker. or when ever you ask a teacher "where is this classroom?" they give you a number! who the hell memorizes these numbers!? not me. last year they gave me a number and it was very close in number sequence to the room down the hall.. guess which classroom i went to. yeah the wrong one, the one down the hall. so can they give you the directions? really that wouldn't help much anyway. but whatever. just remember when you see that middle schooler in the hall. always give them directions not classroom numbers, (for the four students who memorize the freakin' numbers?!) for all you know they could be dyslexic too. and that could ruin the first day at a really cool school.

twister!

well the dyslexic chick played twister...with a little help from her friends. : )

one simple R and one simple L on her hands and feet, (drawn by someone who knew which was which) made the game flow so much smoother than ever before. : ) now it was just the colors she really had to worry about. and in the end she would have prob. won too... except for the flying pillows..: )
thanks friends you made twister, a dreaded game seem like just another game!