almost done.

almost done.
school is just about half way over.
almost done with the numbers, the changes, the music,
almost done. just gotta' get by.
with a little help with my frirends.
here goes nothing.

things have been good and level and easy. no majior mess ups for a while.
wait. never mind. just messed up. no one is perefect. no one can do it all right?
i guess things just ge bad when i get nervous when talking to someone online, or when i try to explain my condtion to people.
that is really hard, because most people don't get it. so i don't try so much.
gueee i don't want to seem like i am complaining. but there isn't too much great about this. i am a normal person though. i do understand english, i can write, i can read, sometimes i get a little confused, but i can do it. everyone gets confused. i am dyslexic. not stupid. don't judge.

Everything

I am way risking everything here folks. i am starting a group with my twin. and it is a music group. it was inspired by the show Glee. (best show ever) and i am writing a song. it could be called a ballad i guess. i am very passionate about what i wrote about. it is about showing everyone i can do this. i can do the things i was told i could never do. i could lose a lot here. and really that is because, well i am not that good at this. i am really going off of a book and winging this. i am not sure how this is going to end. i am way unsure as to how this will play off, or how this is going to sound. or if anyone would be willing to sing it! ha. i will (As of right now) never right piano music. i wrote an acepealla number. (a song without music playing in the background.) and it is good, seeing as it is my first number in general. so really. this whole bog is trying to prove everyone wrong. and in a way i am. i should be able to write mildly orangized works of writing but i am trying so hard to keep it foucused. like you have no idea how hard this is for me. but i can do. because i sorta' like to prove people wrong.. when it comes to showing myself i can do this. which is also part of the song. oh you may want to know the lyrics yes?

the song is called Yes
This is my last chance to to something, to show the world who i am. i am someone who can do anything, no matter what im told. and you what?
Yes, i can
Yes, i will
i can do anything at all.
here i go unknowing unsure, weather i will hit the floor.But i've gotta' show the world that i will do anything everything to prove them wrong. by saying
Yes, i can
Yes, i will
i can do anything at all
i need to prove to them, to prove to myself that i can do anything i set my mind to. i can do anything at all. anything at all. anything at all.

so that is it.. i hope you like it. but if you don't then you can be part of "them" because i am going to prove to you. that I CAN do this.